Sometimes my artwork is like a journal entry, as in this case.
I struggle with hating my body. I've been on a rant lately against the media, and the fake images that we are constantly bombarded with. I know that it is my own fault that I compare myself to airbrushed perfection. It's hard NOT to. These images are everywhere we go; the internet, magazines, TV, movies, billboards, newspapers, etc.
THIN, TAN, FLAWLESS.
If I'm not beautiful, no one will love me. And if I don't look perfect then I'm not beautiful.
I know that this is complete rubbish. I am ashamed that I've allowed my mind to be filled with such shallow ideals.
I recently lost a considerable amount of weight. Yet, every time I look in the mirror, I still see the same chubby girl I used to be. No matter how much my outward appearance may improve, the fact is, the INSIDE of me is still ugly and hurting.
---------------------------------- Materials: Fashion magazine clippings, micron pens. Please do not use this image without my permission, or I will smite you!
If someone looks thin, tan and flawless, does it mean that she is beautiful? I don't think so. And also I think that ideal doesn't existe, because everyone has his own image of ideal.
I will not say that the beauty isn't important, but without this "special thing" which is inside us perfect body is nothing.
I agree with you completely. I am acknowledging that this is a false ideal. It is complete rubbish, yet we are fed these lies day in and day out...everywhere we go...and sometimes, when you hear lies enough, they can become truth to you. I am not proud that my mind has adopted this lie. In fact, I am trying to change the way I think. Beauty does indeed come from that "special thing" that does not exist in appearance. Outward beauty is fleeting. Inward beauty lasts forever.
Thank you for your feedback.
-- and you can tell from the state of my room that they let me out too soon and the pills that I ate came a couple years too late
Ah, yes. Silly me. The models are generally thin enough to not need slimming. But indeed celebrities are the ones that tend to be "trimmed" with the computer.
-- and you can tell from the state of my room that they let me out too soon and the pills that I ate came a couple years too late
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and you can tell
from the state of my room
that they let me out too soon
and the pills that I ate
came a couple years too late
--
and you can tell
from the state of my room
that they let me out too soon
and the pills that I ate
came a couple years too late
I will not say that the beauty isn't important, but without this "special thing" which is inside us perfect body is nothing.
Thank you for your feedback.
--
and you can tell
from the state of my room
that they let me out too soon
and the pills that I ate
came a couple years too late
--
and you can tell
from the state of my room
that they let me out too soon
and the pills that I ate
came a couple years too late
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